Thursday, November 11, 2010

The Journey to No Where

At some point of your life you realize that you can never go back.  that nothing will ever be the same.

              You see the road that you are headed down.  You don't like what you see so you turn to go back.  there is nothing.  Every step you take your life dissipates behind you.  What do you do?  Your actions forever set in stone, not just in the back of your mind but in the perspectives of others.  You face your path.  you are breathless.  Before you lays your fate.  The road ahead is worn down and crumbling.  The skies are gloomy, there is no sun in this land.  The trees wicked in shape, gloomy in nature.  Everything lays spread apart, you feel nothing.  sweat starts trickling down your forehead and fast like the devil your heart beats.  Your eyes get wide like the moon that you will never see and you gasp for whatever air that you can find.  You have done it.  The ground has slightly crumbled behind you.  You have taken your first step towards the empty abyss.  all barriers broken.  You continue on your road of life.  Each step you feel less lost, but you wonder if you will like what you will find.  Your path feels never ending.  You tell your self as long as you put your best foot forward each step will bring you closer to self fulfillment.
                       Life was never about others peoples' scales of success.  It was never about how much money you made, what job you worked, or how perfect your family is. Its how fulfilled you feel with the things that really make you happy.  You do what brings you joy.  How happy are you?  Are you happy? Is it a lie?  Never stop questioning yourself and absolutely never stop questioning life.  Self interrogation can lead to self enlightenment.  Adventure into the unknown. Always test yourself.  Your possibilities are endless.  Your roads infinite.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Quiet times at night

(In Progress)