sad, really, why? I keep having these dreams that cause me to revisit all the temptations of my past. All the bad feelings and memories that I worked so hard to bury for the sake of my happiness are coming back up. through my dreams they find refuge in my mind. last night my dreams where just, too real. it was like i was taking forgoten memories and creating new ones with the people i love. Is loving someone a bad thing? Why does my love for others hurt the one im with so much, then again I dont blame her I would feel the same too, probably worse. But i just cant control it, I try and I try to forget but I cant because of these damn dreams.
